Lonely girl

2011-03-12T10:15:00.000-08:00

i to no why just that i feel that when i with you all i can have fun and be a happy person and we can say anything and talk anything without hidding each other .... although we only just study two year of time together but i just feel that we are really great until now we have been friend for three year and two month plus le althought some of us is still working and study and some in army i really like the day when we are together .... it really a great time to play and chat around ....especially when we go ntuc ... even in ntuc we also can be so happy inside a supermarket ... haha and the funny thing i remember at carefour that time i fall on the toliet roll it actually is a very embrassed thing to have a so pei sa friend but you all did not think of that way and we can still so happy that all of us will laughing all the way .... hahaaaaaaaa.... is really a great time ....... a happy day we have .... this is call a great friend does all of you know this is wat we call a great
friend ....

2011-03-12T08:23:00.000-08:00

have been a long long time never blog already ......

actually i am happy to be with you guys .... but the problem is today i have a problem keep in my mind for quite a few days long that is i want to tell her is a misunderstanding but i really to not know how to tell her because i think they could have stand mi very long maybe as wat she say due to my sensitive just like now when i sms one of you to ask want to meet on wed she did not ans my question and go to other question then i start to feel that izzt because of the problem that"s why turn up like that this is call sensitive so i decide not to ask again or sms those stupid thing until now i never really msg them because i to not know how to talk to them maybe is because i do not know how to... but rite now i wanted to say out the problem rite here i hope it can be settle at here i hope you all can see .. i just want to say is that sentence does not go to you guy is go to (c) because that day you msg say if my sis cant go then try ask ( c) lor so i reply i say i ok... as long as dun be like at china ... then she reply but the problem is we do not want (c) go hahahaha and also to not know that prin..... can go anot ... i tot you understand my sentence in the end that day finally your bomb has shoot up then i know actually you dun understand ... in the end i say so many you still dun understand ... until now i to not know when reach until the day we need to go to the trip wat am i surpose to do ... i to not know wat to talk to you all ...

2010-08-12T12:02:00.000-07:00

if i never put your name does not mean i never treat you as friend ... so pls dun anyhow think .... haha because all of us are friends we are still IPH ... we will not forget wat a wonderful class we have with lots of laughter and jokes around ....

2010-08-12T10:45:00.000-07:00

thanks everyone for comming to my birthday on 6 aug 2010 i am so happy to have you all to be my friend ... espeacialy ... pearline michelle huicheng aaron luqman hafiz ....thanks you guy .... huicheng happy birthday ... haha ...
jo and ema thanks for those up and down when we will together ... haha
cass althought sometime we have some unhappy stuff but still thanks to you ... haha
thanks all of you .... we are still friend ... although all of us sometime got some unhappy stuff but we are still in good term ... hope we will still keep in contact after 3 year 5year 10 year ...

2010-05-03T12:28:00.000-07:00

it been so long have not updated my blog ....

later meeting michelle to go swimming then after swimming we will meet my pear and dust to go ikea and shop ... whooo it been so long we have never go out le ... because four of us is busy three working one study ... haha then the rest of the guys also very busy for working and study ... haha ok i will stop here .... will updated soon again...bye reader

2010-04-20T07:55:00.000-07:00

i want to study better then working man ... pls higer nitec pls give mi a chance i dun want to start my working life so early pls ....save mi ...
i feel so happy for some of my friend that they can went in to poly .... so good ar they can study ...
hais i really dun feel like working man can god pls save mi ... or bring mi to other country pls ...

SOME ONE SAVE ME OUT FROM WORKING LIFE PLEASE ....

2010-04-16T07:16:00.000-07:00

hi everyone i am back

ok i think this week is a fucking week i dun get it .... izzt now everyone is in a diff world why like it can change one day ... anyway pear i just asking i never mean anything i just see that you are like not in the good mood i just like jk only no need to be so serious ok ... i know is not mi because i never bitch about YOU OK ... i to no wat happened to you ...
ok i will drop this topic ok go to next i will still wait for my 2nd letter hope it will be a good news
OK everyone going to start their own life and have their new friend and enviroment ... some will be working some will be study some will be in ns ... good luck everyone ... hope we will still meet ... bye ... have a nice day....

2010-04-08T08:34:00.000-07:00

WOW WOW!!!! long time never blog le haha
today morning went to zoo with hafiz luqman michelle hui cheng pear .... haha is pretty fun today finally go to zoo with friend haha i am so happy then after that hafiz went to work while the rest of us went to lot one and meet aaron there awhile later he went off to find friend then we have our dinner at lot one after that shop awhile and home sweet home ....haha fun today will upload photo on facebook ..... bye reader gtg

2010-03-11T11:41:00.000-08:00

haha so long have not been blog le today finally have time to blog

past few month my life will still fine althought have some unhappy thing but still alrite
i have been with all my fruit now of day although we have been graduate but we are still
the same haha we always go out together and slack together too although is just two year life in ite but still happy with all my fruit they are very nice ppl .... except got one fruit is rotten hais ....
and i have been working for like going two month for selling kids stuff and baby stuff ...
but now i have quit because salary too low and my shop girl is too overboard really cant stand her anymore... haha now still finding new job hofully hope next week can start work then got money again then can go shopping haha..... then after march maybe will be working with jo for a fare and with some of my fruit again ... GREAT LIFE .....i going to end here bye reader gtg .....

2009-11-30T11:23:00.000-08:00

dun you think funny everytime you call mi out for swimming and i will say yes but in the end your parent did those stupid thing to my family ... it let mi feel that your family is really acting infront of us ..... do you know wat is your parent doing .... i feel so sad for my mom that she have been treating you guys so good but this wat your parent wan it ....

i really dun understand if one day my mom have a fight with her who will you all side ... i think i know the ans when i was secondary school because of those firework thing i can see that you all will side who in the end ... infront of ppl you all can act whatever you all wan but behind of the ppl you will do alot of stupid thing ....

let mi tell you all one day it will happened on yourself then you all will know that kind of feeling is how hurtful to my mom .... when i was small i have did a good thing that not close to you guy and to not trust you all this kind of family ...

but is good that it let mi know when you will rich how ppl treat you and when you will poor how ppl treat you ... so this to tell mi to open my big eye to see ppl around mi.... thanks for you guys effort...but it still will not beat us down no matter how hard you guys have try to make my family into pieces....

2009-11-03T02:21:00.000-08:00

nov 1
i never attend sch again hais ... but nov 1 i think ppl lie to mi if you guy cannot make it then say la no need lie to mi i dun like sia at first i tot u all have change but in the end still de same i i early morning 8plus sms and ask but you all 1 plus then tel mi lucky i got appt or alse ... hais forget it la nvm that it for nov1 2009 ...

nov 2
i never attend school again ... because my throat very pain because of the stupid medicine .... haiyo i think if i still not going sch i sure die de la i sure cannot catch up want de lor ... my friend all is 4pointer and 3.something .... only mi is 2.something lor ... wow lao ar how to go poly ... wow lao ar ... sian sia ...

2009-10-30T06:22:00.000-07:00

sorry for not posting for past few week
yesterday just come back from operation just know a new friend is a little girl that been save from earthquake haha
tml going out with my friend to see my friend cass for the subaru thing haha wish her good luck haha... tml can eat ice cream le yeah....haha
for the past week i have been working and attend my cousic friend wedding dinner and luqman birthday bbq at cass house .... haha was very fun .. haha ... i will up load pic soon ... ok i will stop here ...

2009-09-17T05:33:00.000-07:00

hello
so long never post le
7th sept monday go school
8th sep tuesday never go school
9th sept wednesday go sch
10th sept thursday go sch
11th sept friday never go sch
12 and 13 no sch life
14 sept monday go sch
15 sept tuesday never go sch
16 sept wednesday go sch
17 sept thursday never go sch
18 sept last day of school to no should go sch or go malaysia ... hais now of day so fan ...

2009-09-11T12:24:00.000-07:00

today is guang ming birthday happy birthday ...

2009-09-11T12:19:00.000-07:00

yes .... and you are not the person i trust ... and you have tell mi that you are a false then a true ... no more man

2009-09-03T21:36:00.000-07:00

yo i a finish le yeah today got outing ..... whooo finally can relax everything have hand up .... yeah man...

2009-08-19T09:49:00.000-07:00

finally finish our starlite project whoooo can relax le but relax one day next day have to do our next project like siao again ... mi and luqman was relax rite now whoooo ... cool day man

2009-08-16T11:43:00.000-07:00

wow.... my sis say she wan to paid for my hp as my birthday gift haha than i save up my money to buy other thing that i wan thanks man .... i going to have the hp i wan ..... yeah

2009-08-16T11:24:00.000-07:00

haha... haha thinking of wat to design for fda ... haha i got idea in my mind but teacher say it have to be useful ...

next is sometime i hope i cAN know alot of the language but sometime i hope that i to not know alot of language because when you know alot of language you heard the thing you dun wan to heard but when you learnt alot of language you will learn more things is very confused ......

2009-08-15T13:10:00.000-07:00

i would like to thanks to all of you ...

i know you guy have been tolerate my attidute and shouting .... i know it was dam suck ... but i know all of you have been keep to yourself very long it time to let you guy to say out ok ... haha i think i will no be showing attitude to all of you anymore because watever all of you see rite now is a happy go lucky girl ... haha watever i have give you guy i would like to take this chane to say sorry to all of you... haha bye everyone .... say goodbye to the past time yinxian and say hello to the new yinxian haha...

2009-08-15T13:07:00.000-07:00

A STORY about a fish and the sea

Long ago jane and mary they are good friend one day Jane was hurt by Mary words and Jane was thinking for the whole day seen every day we quarrel why don’t that both of us stop to be friend , Jane have been thinking about it for very long finally she say to herself I think I should stop everything so Jane decide to tell Mary when Mary is talking to Jane at night on msn, but Mary feel that she never did anything wrong and she want to get back this friendship she say to Jane , Jane heart was crying she wanted to tell Mary yes I want you this friend but Jane act brave in front of Mary and say to Mary no I think we just let it over and my heart is died ,because Jane don’t want to quarrel with Mary anymore so Jane have to put in all nasty word to make Mary piss off with her so after Jane and Mary talk Mary decide to go home first so Jane was still in the café and there is a guy say to Jane can you please leave Mary alone do you know Mary because of you she can’t study , after Jane heard Jane say to the guy ok I have tell her that let stop this friendship but Jane heart was hurt by the guy words so Jane decide to be nasty to Mary so after few week later Jane was happy go lucky girl she used to laugh and make people around her to be happy and there is one day Jane to not know there was meeting and Jane have decide to go nafa school with her classmate and teacher she hope she can learn more thing but because of her decide it make a big storm for her she was been call by her friend to go to other room and that is a guy who say those nasty word to her just because he dun like her tone and Jane never say a word and walk off and Jane go back to her class shouting and shouting and she feel unfair so she went down to find her friend in other class and she just want to talk to her friend and this guy appear again and Jane say that she don’t want to talk to unreasonable people but this guy still keep following and this guy say to Jane do you know that just now you come in to the room and shout I am very unhappy with it do you know inside the room people already very stress Jane was thinking they stress how about other everyone is in a same team and you just say that they are stress how about us you think we are not stress Jane was very unhappy and after she talk to her friend she walk off and she tell the rest of her classmate come let go and celebrate our classmate birthday and we went back to our class and everyone was happy singing and after that Jane and her some of the classmate went off to nafa school when everyone was going out the class Jane was been stop by one of her friend she say to Jane someone want to talk to you Jane was asking her who she just say I to no and Jane went out of the room and Jane went back to the room and shouted at her friend ask again who is the someone so her friend tell her is Mary so Jane walk out and Mary walk forward to Jane and ask can I talk to you Jane say to her we got nothing to talk and Mary just ask Jane why do you have to shout at your friend and I walk back to the room without saying a word and Jane ask her friend is this your gangster and Mary just cry and shouted at Jane and Jane was very angry and where by her rest of her friend wanted to join in this thing where by it was a small matter between Jane and her friend but Mary wanted to make thing difficult for Jane so Jane decide to turn to be nasty and shouted to her rest of her friend and when one of Jane friend want to pull Jane away whereby the rest of the classmate and friend is waiting for her to go to nafa and Mary say to Jane ‘ why your good friend come and pull you away then like that you win la ‘ Jane was very angry and shouted to Mary all is classmate there is no good or bad friend. Jane was very angry and sad.
Jane would like to tell you they never say a single word about you guys when we are together we joke and laugh around why? because we are tired everyday gossip here and there don’t you think tired and is Mary who can’t cool down and think, she think that there is no true friend she think that everyone can’t be trust but does she know that we never give up her as our friend before does she remember how we become friend until now does she know when it was her birthday we did help her celebrate we did give in and out but she the one that got no trust in us she the one that think they are saying about her if they really don’t like her they will not talk to her just say sell prawn she did tell Mary before if you got anything you can come and find me and talk to me I can be your listening ear but did Mary remember
Do you know why I stop everything because someone from the sky tells me and ask me?
Let me tell you about a fish and sea.
A fish say to the sea you can’t see my tear because I am in the sea, the sea say to fish, I can feel your tear because you are in my heart
Have you ever hate a person before in your life?
Hate a person is what kind of feeling?
Hate a person is very tiring, And u have to keep remember what that person have done
The more u thinks the more u will get angry slowly u will drop in the trap and never snap out of it
I know where the root of the problem is

What is the problem?

The reason why you can’t forget hatred
It’s because you are not the sea, you hate the person is like the fish, crying, but you don’t feel the person pain like the sea does .

2009-08-12T05:11:00.000-07:00

happy 18th birthday to hui cheng and happy 19th birthday to fidut haha and today they bought cake for fidut and hui cheng but hui cheng never come and they celebrafor ema also happy birthday to three of you .... haha both 18 one 19 ... haha hope three of you wish will comes true and stay happy with your love one.....

2009-08-09T07:58:00.000-07:00

thanks everyone for helping mi celebrate my birthday with mi on august 6 thanks alot ... haha ... thanks everyone..... today is august 9 is singapore birthday .... firework is nice for the day ... early in the morning i have to go and pray my grandfather 100 days ... and new all ng family is going oversea yeah once again we are gather around ... haha wow ng famliy kids alway are one unilted ... haha

2009-07-03T11:00:00.000-07:00

wow i am back from china...
i am very happy when i am in china i got alot of fun with my team mate and teacher haha ... and i got a lovely hug in china when i was down ... haha i love the day when i was in china and i got anew name with kids i am been cal xiao zhu zhu haha ... i dun wish to talk about sad thing ... haha i enjoy myself on the last day i get to sit china roller coaster haha ... i love the village i have go haha..... i would like to thanks those ppl who have tolerate my attitude when i am in china...

2009-06-12T11:31:00.000-07:00

i really love u alot ... i have try my best not to make u piss off not to make u unhappy and not to jealous when girls sweet to u but i just cant control myself stop jealous when girls touch and talk to u ... i do really happy when i was with u ... i cant be so strong like nana i cant be so strong like jo i really cant ... i to no i really to no i am scarced if one day u going to tel mi u fall in one of them i scared one day we will not be like now i am scared can... just like when i say dun talk to mi forever then u will ask mi are u sure u dun wan to talk to mi ... because i did tel u before ever one min i also cannot stand it if u dun talk to mi .... i know i will make u piss off some time i know wat u have tel jo i know but u just cant stop mi from doing it i bet u still remember wat i tel u before .. i know today u did try to cheer mi up when u know there something wrong with mi but u did not ever give mi a fuck face and u still try to cheer mi up .. i know u will ask nana about it ... just like wat u tel warren when he say that when u go china u will need xin yi help and u can like angry to reply him that u got mi already so u not need her.. i am so touch when u tel warren like that ... i know sometime u know i am jealous .... i know because u will ask mi a very ramdom question that is are u jealous? i always will ans u that i am not... but u still will laugh and walk away ... just like yesterday after jo they all go and ask u are u angry with mi and u will reply them yes u are angry ... then after they tel u wat i wan to tel u then when u finish your work u come down i never ever dare to talk to u but u suddenly come to my com i was so sock about it i tot u will not talk to mi ... but u did not ... and u suddenly touch my hand and use my com to on song ... anyway hope u like the present i have bought for u ... anyway i know u need a shoes bag .. haha because u are my husband ma ... kuku

2009-06-12T11:17:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to my husband and happy advanced birthday to mr kelvin...

hais today i make nana and jo unhappy i am sorry i will control myself de i thanks for been there when i am down i am sorry about it ....

i really do fall in for him alot until i cant get up rite now i do love him alot everytime when i see him i was very happy but when he piss off i was not happy but when i piss off he is not happy too .. wat wrong wat is going on can someone tell mi i am dam confused ya now we are at singapore wat if we are at china he sure will have alot of girl around him .. am i going to hate everyone ... no just like na have tel mi .... na and jo really very thanks to both of u ...

i have never been like that before this time really it have drown very deep under the water ....

2009-06-06T10:20:00.000-07:00

wow your word really hurt mi .... but i still will not give up only if i really got no more feel toward u no one can change mi rite now no matter how jealous u will to make mi i will not change ... because u let mi feel that the word u say out is not your feel is u trying to hurt mi only .... jo u always are my listening ear u always can see through my heart like him so i hope that u can keep all the thing for mi i dun wish to let them know anything ok ... thanks jo i love u

2009-06-03T10:40:00.000-07:00

i am back ...wow still got 15 more day we will be going to china yeah .. i cant wait for the day to come ... ok today i was playing mary go round after my lunch .. is really dam fun but i feel like vomit after that .. today i got a bad temple .. sorry to those ppl that i have cal them to come back and sorry to my husband too ... ok he was asking mi why am i so stress .. i was saying that i to no .. and he say that we have already come back so u no need to be stress now ok.. i say ok and he bought drink for mi after we talk finish .... today we got meeting for our china trip .. and i told him that when we in china u have to remind mi to take my mecdicine ok then he ok then he say that when he ask mi have i take my mecdicine already if i say no than he will beat mi or scold mi if i never take .. ok today we have dinner together at subway with kelvin , jo,ema,nana,artikah,warren,mis,my husband and mi ... we have lots of joke and laughter while all of us is eating .. haha is really fun man i love the day when u around ... ok then after that we will be having fun at mrt haha.. ok i will stop here .... jo now u know why i love him so much rite.. haha

2009-05-27T08:54:00.000-07:00

i am so down today .... i am hurt by your word really u just say it like so happy if u got no feeling then why u still wan to ask mi about why i fall in love with and why i like u all that ... i really feel so emo but i am acting like i am very brave i am strong infront of everyone .... jo i am sorry i know u really care about mi but i really cant stand it so i just keep make myself like very happy ...

2009-05-23T11:23:00.000-07:00

hi sorry for not posting .... ok i am so happy someone really let my life to be more meaningful i am so great that i can know u although i got feeling towards u but i really to no where i am surpose to be ... after i heard alot from jo and shi yun i to no izzt u really that jealous or is not mi but i think i will let fate to decide for mi .... i am very happy whenever i am with u u let mi have those kind of love feeling when u are holding my hand close to mi hug mi ... it let mi fill with lots of love u are the first guy that willing to hold my hand and willing to care mi and concren mi when i cry u will stay beside mi when i got no mood u willing to make mi happy ..... i know that my friend like u ..... i to no i feel like i am snaching u from her .... where by she like u seen i know u .... i heard wat they tell mi today at dinner it really melt my heart .... omg i really hope it will goes on like that i really hope i hope we can stay my life with u like that .... i touch by wat u have done to make mi happy all that ....

2009-05-07T09:16:00.000-07:00

2may 2009 my ah gong pass away at 2208 before my ah gong go every body come and eat dinner at ah gong house at we saw our ah gong liying on the bed and eveyone cal him and talk to him and when i eat finish my dinner i went in and talk to my ah gong he still ask mi got money anot then after that i ask him why he never say after that my mother make thing for him to eat and drink then around at 8 plus all of us went home then we reach home one hour later my grand ma hse call say ah gong cannot le faster come see him last face then everybody faster go then we are the fist family reach there when i reach i faster cal my ah gong ask him to wait u haven see the rest of your chlid and grandson and he never ans mi ........... and family doctor come and see and check on my ah gong then he say really gone le then he write death cert and cal my god mother to go to police station report then we have to cal other relative to tel them that my ah gong pass away le then everyone start to cal this and that to settle everything everything is too out of sudden le ah gong never say anything and just went away .... 2nd day afternoon the coffic come le then we have to carried our ah gong come down from the house .... then we prepare everything and pray then we set up our table and let guest to sit first day got alot of ppl and monday onward more more 5may is the most until all the carpark full and jam .... and police come too .... and 6may 11.00 am start then 11.30am we start to pray and 2pm we satert to send our ah gong until 6plus then we go back bishan then thurthay everyone start to go home and tke a rest and friday 8may morning pray my ah gong every one have to reach because is ah gong 7days..after that then i go back to school then go back my ah ma hse again after my sch.....

2009-04-15T09:58:00.000-07:00

hais everyone got there own attidute and charater but dun be too much everybody got there own limit pls if really have to spilt in two group then that it i to no i really to no wat is going on we start to be far apart ... is like not happy with each other if not happy then that it fdun gossip behind if u not happy with my eyes my nose or my attitude or watever u can just say it infront of mi dun say it behind if u wan mi to leave i can also ... dun act one infront of mi and backstad mi behind ok seen u keep wan to give mi a fuck face then that it .... wat the fuck if really dun like mi u can just say no need to turn one round and come back to slap mi de enough is enough le .... just stop it ...

2009-04-08T11:00:00.000-07:00

hello my reader sorry for not posting ....
haha from 23 mar to 30mar i have been working with my friend for comic connection fare haha i am having fun with them when i was working i make new friend too haha and only joanna ,pearline,warren , joanna boyfriend jackson and yi ping ... haha we are having fun man on the last day of work we still can see jackie chan and daniel wu haha ....wow is really alot of ppl man at plaza sing then atfer the show end we start to pack our stuff and prepare to end our fare haha although is last day but we dun feel tired at all because we finally end our work ... haha then 1st april is our class day and we having class outting at marina barrage haha is really dam fun man we playing game and also is our teacher birthday sean and sitiya ... haha and after some went home early then the rest went to old market to eat then went home le ... then on 2nd april i went out with pearline and warren and jo and shiyun and bean then roger and his friend meet us at city hall they acompany mi to go buy dickies bagpack then inthe end dun have the bag i wan so i never buy then after that we shop shop for awhile then the rest go home then only left warren and pear acompany mi go sim lim to see mp3 then i bought my samsung mp3 after we have went for so many shop to look and ask for price .... then pear they all hungry le then we eat at kfc ... haha .. then 3rd april the dickies bag promoter cal and say that got the star bag alreadly then i tel her that i will come and take within next week mean this week haha ... finally i have buy all the thing i wan except for ipod touch and my handphone now and plus now my phone is spoilt i have to wait until august then my contract will be two year haish ... hope faster will come ... haha ok and 8 of april we go chomp chomp and eat got kelvin ,huicheng,warren,roger,pearline,cass,then after eating we suggust to go watch movie then roger say he going home then left six of us go watch and we watch shopholy ... and it reaaly very funny and abit touch in the end haha is a nice movie ... that all .....free i will update.....

2009-03-16T05:39:00.000-07:00

i am back to blog haha
today i have pass up my drawing to sean haha and i going to send my power point to sean now
then today got ppl say wat wan to face to face talk in the end never come sch.... hais so sian lor and some more got ppl is so kpo today u better fuck off la hor.... before i shout at you ok knn

2009-03-13T07:49:00.000-07:00

pearline ask mi to update my blog so i am going to update now ...

huicheng and joanna is not in sch for two day i miss them man and michelle is at china i miss her too and there many thing happened this few day ... hais always ppl think that i am bad ppl ... i just wan to say if u dun know mi well u dun judge mi ok...always no one find mi trouble only u wan to find mi trouble ... so u dun say until like u very good all that ok .... pls la hor ...
i really to no serene pls stop all your nonsene...

2009-03-09T00:17:00.000-07:00

hais today is a bad day to mi man ....
morning huicheng and joanna and pearline was calling mi to come sch and dun be late but i reach sch at about 9plus then after that suddenly thing happened then after that i went and ask lola they all wat happened then they just fucking piss off and annoying mi then nvm serene was crying because we never use her poster all that then nvm ok fine but can you think of it we never say that we dun wan to put u inside the group or wat is just that they feel that your poster cant get their expectation but they will stay hand up to teacher just only the presentation board they never put in .... then i to no wat u tel lola they all u make like we reject your work and u telling other u work how hard and how hard to get this poster out .... and u let other think that we bully u and u make my rona they angry with us .... let mi tel u if u wan to be like that u will not get our pity on u ... u should have know wat u have done .... u will only let us more hate u .... i to no ar if u think that we never use your work then u will have no marks then that it i can say that i never even do in this project ...alse u did the poster just that they never use in presentation... mi ar i in hospital ar i never even did anything and i just take the marks ar u think ar u like that is not make mi angry with u is u let mi feel like i never do anything just because i went for the fucking operation u know i everytime in class i see u guy doing work i feel like i did nth ... alse u did some thing u know .... i really to no u make mi and rona they all gone to a bad friendship just becase of u ....

2009-02-28T01:08:00.000-08:00

hello sorry fornot posting again haha last few week there nth much happened jus go sch and went out with friend .... haha this few days was rushing for work and stay in sch to do work still going ten then go home i still haven draw for my control and do my presentation broad also so sian sia and june i hope everybody can go china and not half go half dun go .... all my bitches must work hard man to get A for product design and go to poly man .... haha ... now of days i find my classmate roger is really a very funny guy ... haha... laugh..

2009-02-05T10:12:00.000-08:00

hello sorry for not update my blog.... haha now i going to update my blog from 21 jan 09 to 5 feb 09....

hello on 21 jan i went to hospital for operation my operation time was 12.30 but i have to report to hospital at 11am ... then after signing for some document .... i wait to be cal to go in then i change into the paitent clothes all that then 12.30 i was been push in and my family they all ask mi not to be scared u will be alrite but i am still scared .... before i been push in i sms to your my friend and teacher that i am going in soon and they send their greeting to mi haha and when i was inside the operation room while waiting for other paitent to be push out i was been given instrution by the nurse that what they will do after that then i just keep saying yes yes because i to no wat to say le .... after 4 hour to five hour of operation i was been awake by the nurse and when i wake up my throat is dam fucking pain and the nurse given mi ice pack to eat and i eat one mouth and i say dun wan because is dam pain and throw the ice pack on the floor .... and i nearly been treat like a crazy ppl because i keep shouting until the nurse going to tie mi up ..... after that the nurse ask mi do u wan mi to give u injection to let feel sleepy so that u will not feel the pain then i say anything la .... and after injection i fall asleep and wait to be push to the high observertion room at level 6 ward 6C beb 63 and then my friend and my family and couisic they all come to see mi and buy cold drink for mi to drink .... haha then atnite around ten like that all of them went home and i was along in the room after that there a old lady been send in to the same room as mi and at nite the old lady pass away in the morning 4 plus and her family is very bad .... 22 jan i was been seen by 5 to 6 doctor wow all the guy doctor is so handsome and young man .... and 9.30 i was been send for dressing and around 2pm i was discharge from hospital le ....then i cal my father that i can go home le then he come and fetch mi home ....
23jan i was at home resting and sat ... 24jan i went to my grandma hse for steamboat but i cant eat so just drink water and make mi feel full with water and recieve alot of hongbong then go home after that then 25jan i went to aunt hse for lunch and then 3plus go watch movie at j8 and then nite go my grandma hse for dinner again and get hongbong again from other relative .... then go home then 26jan everybody is been invite to my house for lunch and dinner and my friend come too and my sister boyfriend and brother .... then 27jan i stay at home rest then 28jan i go school and find friend then go my teacher house pan nian and then go home after that then 29jan i go to my friend house to pan nian too then go to christine godpa house for dinner until midnite 2plus then go home then 30jan i go grandma house again then for dinner then go home then 31jan i stay at home then 1feb my temple incharge come and see mi and bought two boxes of bird nest for mi wow i long time never eat bird nest le ...thanks ....then 2feb i stay at home then 3feb i went back for check up then i finish check up around 5plus because i got two appointment then i went to fetch christ and go to her boyfriend house and her boyfriend cook dinner man wow ..... then 8 plus we go back to her house then ten plus i go home because next day i got sch wow i finally can go back to sch le ... 4feb i take bus go sch and micehlle saw mi in the bus and she sms mi why i go sch then we go sch together then when i reach sch i hug all my friend and shake hand with them then pearline tel mi to cal aaron because of some problem and i cal him and ask him wat happened then in the end his thing was settle haha .... then we got home then after that i went out with christ and siew hui they all then 5feb i went o sch late for going two hour then attend kelvin lesson then after that go tampaines and find friend again then go home around 11 then now update my blog because my friend pearline and joanna and other keep ask mi to update so i now update ....haha i finish my blogging le ...bye gonna stop here le .... bye reader .....

2009-01-18T22:52:00.000-08:00

hi today is 19 jan 2009 le tml is my last day in schooh le then i think around two week to three week then i will come back to school le i am so sad and scared hais .... i to no wat to write le haha tml then update be hais ...

2009-01-15T07:57:00.000-08:00

yo today IPH won yeah ... today we got sand castle building at east cost park .... and we got alot of at there haha then after that we went back to school by bus with other class and teacher then pearline,sercene,huicheng,joanna,michleand mi went back to school and shower and get change....

and after that i feel that i wan to be alone and ask them dun wait for mi but they still wait for mi..... sorry i know that u all is waiting for mi but i still do such a stupid thing to u all .... i ownself also to wat happened to mi and tear just flow down on it ... hais .. ok i gonna to stop here le ... i am tired le i going to slp le bye...

2009-01-11T09:11:00.000-08:00

tml going for check up le .....it was so fast hais i to no i really to no i am so scared wat if i cant wake up wat if i am out of oxygen i really to no 21 jan is comming on the way le i am so scared when i push in to the operation room wow i cant belive that i have to go for operation when i going to 18 year old hais i am so blur man now and my parent was worry for mi too and when i go operation that day my parent and my godma and aunt they were be there and maybe my sister and brother ...and my beloved cousic too he were drive mi to hospital also and wait for mi too ....thanks all of u and he scared that i cant eat those thing i wan to eat and he bought alot of food stuff for mi haha thanks mr ng .... i love u guy so much ...and my sec friend ... thanks and some of my ite friend haha

i will update more when i come back from my check up....

2009-01-08T04:03:00.000-08:00

yo today got no school because all product design teacher went to the opening of design school .... haha today went to woodland and bought shoes with my sister haha .... then went back home reach home around 7 then have my dinner around 7.30 ..... haha

ok i got to stop le bye reader

2009-01-06T07:07:00.000-08:00

hi reader sorry for not update my blog...

this year is my 2nd year of ite le i must work very hard to aim to go sp ... alse can let mi go poly can le ... i will not be greedy if i never go ploy i think i will die ... this year really my last hope le from today onward i am going to concentrate on my study i am not going to play in class anymore i going to do well for this two topic .... packaging and protyo typing haha ps to no how to spell ... hais it seen like this will be my last chance to change my life le i have to hold it thigh before it let go or fly away....

maybe u all can say that why i suddenly become so happy is because i dun wan to care about it anymore .... ever if u all dun wan to be friend wif mi i also dun mind ever if other saying that who and who close i also not going to care because there nth important then my study and my life now .... friend can always find a new wan but study and life and family cant ... so if u all feel that i am very the wat... then that it because it u guy thinking not mine ..... ya last time maybe i heard abit from wat other tell mi i will become angry but now i will not because i think that so wat if who and who is close and i am just a extra person i also dun care le because i feel like wat for i got to get angry because of this kind of thing is just close also not A WORLD Going to end or something ... rite ya maybe last time i to no how to think or maybe i still childish or wat so that i abit will qurrel with u guy ....

2008-12-18T12:03:00.000-08:00

hi
i am back to my blog hais......
my report is out le and result is very very bad i have to go for operation soon on jan before new year and my health have gone bad... hope that after this operration my health will be much more better ... erm i hope that i can be back like last time .... i missmy sec day ... wiith this two lady christine and ong siew siew... haha we will meet up one day after my operation ok i will miss u guy man... i miss those day that i am in sec sch .... everytime alot of ppl will shout my nick name " puii po" then i will scold them ask them shup up..... and i everytime play around with them and i can almost know the whole sch and i know all my sis friend and she know my friend too .... and we use to go out with one big group .... and we use to shout here and there like nobody business ... i like all the guy friend they are really very joke and funny guys man ... when i got trouble they use to help mi settle and they will make mi laugh when i am sad .... if that person is not good they will tel mi not to go alone with that person .... they will tel mi why this person is no good all that my sister friend also tel mi .... but now we very less will meet up... due to their work and study all that but one day we will still meet up de....

christine tan
i have know her for going five year le we have go through lot of thing like sad and happy ... we use to qurrel and after five min we will be alrite and there one time we because of a bitch and we nearly lost this four year plus friendship.... she is my darling ..... we will share problem together and when ever we are we will think of each other..... hope she will find her true love after all her bad relationship she have with those two guy ..... darling i hope u will be happy forever ok i will support u no matter wat .... i will there for u
take care girl ...

2008-12-08T07:36:00.000-08:00

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

2008-12-04T06:36:00.000-08:00

hais today i feel so unhappy i really to no wat u are thinking both of are just a three year old kids u guy like to say ppl when ppl never ever do anything and u guy just like kind of torise hide here and there just like when u are not happy with each other u guy tel other about each other and when u guy are good u guy say about other ppl together wat the fuck i really dun like this kind of ppl just get off from my sight man bitches....

2008-12-01T02:49:00.000-08:00

yes ar one year very fast going to past ... and my sercect friend pearline birthday is comming le haha i to no wat to buy for her .... still thinking ..... 3rd dec will be my exam day for 2D ...... then after the paper will be going out with my classmate haha this will be the four time going out with them ..... it will be very happy .... and holiday comming le haha .... today never attend sch .... and there will be no sch tml and wed have test .... haha IPB WILL PASS WITH FLYING COLOUR WOW.... HAHA good luck to u guy must work hard man .....

2008-11-18T07:01:00.000-08:00

i really to no wat is going on ..ya i know i never do anything in this project
ya i everytime late for sch and i only know how to give ppl trouble and only know how to make ppl angry i to no how to be good result as u... i will only let u guy get scoled and i only will let u guy in trouble ...u know ..so everyone pls stay farfar away from mi i am such a trouble marker understand i to no how to be a friend i to how to make friend with u guy i just only will create alot of trouble only so u guys just stay far far away from mi .... u guy can just walk pass mi and pretend never see mi ... so just walk as far as u guy can ...dun come near mi ok i got sickness de .... and only will give u guy germ so better stay far far away from mi ... dun ever even talk to mi ... because i am very lazy and i dun understand u guy i cant do the same thing as u guy i cant go SW LESSON because of my heart and cant do watever u guy can do .... and i have dark forest and u guy dun have ...understand..and i got alot of sickness ok i only will give u guy problem just stay away from mi .....

enough le i really wanted to give up my life i hope that i can die from the first day i born out to this world ... ya maybe i am fat that why alot of ppl like to say mi and laugh at mi
i tot i can have a new life at here.... by no one know mi... but it cant ... it always cant ... why god can u tel mi ... why !!! i think is time to let go le ... maybe i am not surpose to be in this group ba i should have not come in and disture u guy ... sorry because of my sickness i have let u guy do everything where by i never even do anything .... i think after this project i will leave u guy i will not disture u guy anymore ... i will go far from u guy de dun willing ... then u all everytime no need to be angry that will have ppl say u all bad ppl and give u all attitude because of mi....i no need u guy to pity mi .... the end of my life le ... i will be alone .... i dun need friend anymore i just only need myself ... i dun need anyone .... i only will let u guyy fail your test ... everyone listen up i am a burden and i am a trouble maker so u guy dun come near mi understand.....

hospital

2008-11-13T23:41:00.000-08:00

wow i tot i could bear with the pain ithe end i cant because is really very de diffcult to breath le and i give up le and i cal my sis and teacher cal ambulance and bring to tantock seng hospital and have been painful for the one whole day have been doing alot of blood testing and egp and lot more check and check again because my heart beat too fast le then the folowing day is put the tube in from my noise and thoart all that is really very painful until i cry and i still got alot of test to go on heart test sleeping test and so on i really wanted to give but i cant because i got my IPB CLASS AND MY FAMILY AND MY RELATIVE TO CARE FOR MI AND THEY WAN MI TO RECOVER FAST .... I WILL BE STRONG DE .... THANKS IPB I LOVE U GUY ....

2008-11-02T21:55:00.000-08:00

i am dam angry also dam sadd

u are no longer our family member anymore why cant u just give grandma they all a peaceful life she have already old le u know now of day she have been going to see doctor and doctor still said ask us must take care of her properly if she got any problem we will not be good also her leg cant walk well le her leg keep swollow u know ... u are her son u should care her and not keep give her so much problem u have let all your brother and sister to suffer so much le because of U my father and other HAVE to become bankcrupt le... u know ..and this few day to no wat happened to my father he got high fever and diaroaw .... and u because of your 2nd wife u make us became like that and u never even give grandma money for this two year and u go out and tel ppl that u give them two thousand dollar every month ... wat u wan grandma do and u say grandfather relative is just only waiting to die only .... wat did they do ...u tell mi ....they just come and see grandma and grandfather and u say they are waiting to die if grandma or grandpa got any problem u are the one who going to die first .... u have take our money away and u left those kind of lawyer case for us ... and u make grandma everydaY THINK OF HOW TO FACE RELATIVE ALL THAT... AND U OWN THEM THOSE MONEY AND U WAN HER TO HELP U PAID ....SHE WHERE GOT MONEY WAT U WAN HER TO DO AND NOW EVERY ONE IS BEEN SUE BANKCRULP LE U HAPPY LE MA WE GOT NO MONEY LE AND U MAKE EVERYONE TO SELL HOUSE BUY HOUSE FROM FIVE ROOM FLAG TO A 3 ROOM FLAG ... AND KIDS ARE NTH TO DO WITH U WAT FOR U WAN YOUR CHLID TO DISTURE THEM AND SAY THOSE KIND NASTY WORD TOWARD THEM ......AND U MAKE ADULT AND GRAND MA THEY ALL FLIGHT BECAUSE U THIS BASTER.... WAT U WAN U REALLY WAN TO MAKE THIS FAMILY BROKE INTO PIECES THEN U HAPPY IZZT EVERY BODY HAVE TRY TO FORGET BUT U KEEP MAKE THING WORST AND WORST AND EVERY SATURDAY everybody went to grandma hse to eat dinner happyily and u come and add salt and sugar to it ... make everyone leave ... wat u wan u tell us la

U BETTER GET OUT FROM OUR LIFE NOW.... DUN COME NEAR US ANYMORE ....

GRANDMA HAVE REALLY PUT IN ALOT OF affort to bring up this family to go back home to eat together with her she keep cal and say she miss us ask us to go over her house and eat with her .....and normal day only grandma and grandpa and maid at home she got no one to talk to .... grandpa got storke and cant talk and he keep saying of the pass thing .... grandma u must be strong this famliy still need u if u break down le this family sure become a violet famliy de grandma this house still need u ok .......i wanna stop here le

today never go sch because tml have to go check up so today whole day cant eat other thing have drink akind of powered to make mi full and dun feel like eating so that they able to put the pipe in side from my throat to somewhere of my stoamach.....and have to drink 1 liter...

2008-10-25T08:04:00.000-07:00

why everytime like that everytime i do anything i am wrong u guys like to to laugh at mi say mi or say behind mi why know and we dun seen like close friend forever anymore we have lost in this circle we have forget cant just stop it we dun seen like we are friend we are like some kind of hi bye friend or some kind of friend that just see and go away that kind that kind of friendship feeling anymore le WHY WHY !!!! u make mi lost the trust in u le we are not close anymore le ..... Haiz WHY THE WORLD IS LIKE THAT .... I ALWAYS CANT GET Wuhow we know each other and how we talk and how we laugh and we share our ssecret together .... i dun have AT I WAN AND THOSE THAT I DUN WAN U HAVE GIVEN IT TO MI LE U KNOW WHY WHY I HATE MY LIFE NOW I HATE IT ALWAYS U BETTER GET IT OF MY LIFE FAR AND FAR AWAY .... AT FIRST I TOT THAT I HAVE FIND IT BUT IN THE END THE BOX IS EMPTY TOTALY NTH INSIDE LE U KNOW THERE NTH CAN LET MI TAKE BACK THIS FRIENDSHIP LE WHY WHY !!! U MAKE MI SO DISSAPOINTED IN U ... I WANTED TO LET IT GONE BUT U BRING IT BACK AGAIN AND IN THE END U BREAK IT AGAIN .... WAT I SHOULD DO U TEL MI CAN I TOTALLY OUT OF MY MIND NOW .... HAIZ DAMM SAD NOW LE........

ouch !!! my painful day and scary day is on the way le.... still left nine days IS the TIME TO CHANGE MY LIFE LE ....OH MY GOD... I HAVE TO FACE IT SUCH A KILLING LIFE FROM THAT DAY ONWARD ... ARE U SURE GOD ...ARE U GOING TO GIVE MI SUCH A BITTER LIFE ....THAT have TO FACE A PAIN EVERYDAY AND BITTER EVERYDAY OH NO MAN.... IS REALLY DAMM SICK HAIS EVERY NITE ...NOW OF THE DAY I HAVE TO TAKE TWO spray alreadly like going to a hell and when the day come i think i will fall everyday in the hell le what wrong with it yinxian u got to bear it...... this kind of life very soon will be over le ..ok ..u must strong ok ..... u still got alot ppl will surpport u dun worry u gt your family and your friend and momo and sayang all of them will surpport u man dun worry ........ ya wat for i worry i will be strong i will be a happy going girl wat... although some time like to SHOW attitude but i will sure be strong .... correct man yinxian u are strong u must bear with the pain and bitter u are having now ok ok i will .... i promise myself.... THAT I WILL STRONG LE .....

THE END FOR TODAY POST

2008-10-21T10:21:00.000-07:00

haha today we went out to celebrate serene birthday haha we went to marina to sing k-box all that but around like six plus joanna went home because her hamster have lost .... then afer eight we leave k-box then we shop around about nine plus we went to take train and all of us home sweet home le haha.... happy birthday to serene haha older one year old le ....

on monday i really very sad and because of u this bitch just because of your misunderstanding u make until like so big trouble warren is not your husband ok he got his choice of be friend with who and talk to who ok ....no need u this bitch to control him u think u are our class ah lian ar knn u think u who ar dun friend dun friend la u think i dun have u this friend i will die meh knn my friend more then u lor .....u think u everytime qurrel with this and that .....u think ppl will scare u meh ..... make until so many ppl dun like u at all u still keep think that like whole class like u ar na bei ..... u think u big ar.... fucker bitch....

dun ever say that words again

2008-10-16T10:20:00.000-07:00

today i am late for sch for about two hour plus and the first thing i reach sch is i saw black face and after that got ppl say wan break friendship is really damm angry ......Have u forget how we laugh together qurrel together joke together talk together to each other man.....haha hurt la ... then in the end we never break our friendship we have become back to friend le haha is damm happy la... today i was outside my class talking to muz and hafiz and luqman together...... we share thing together solve problem together ... is really damm happy to have them to be my classmate we talk until damm happy la laugh until i stomach pain sia ... i really never regret of having all my friend in this class haha they are my laugh my joke and part of my life ... haha i love them lots... take care guy ... i will never forget

SADDNESS AND HAPPY

2008-10-10T10:54:00.000-07:00

I know my blog is rotting haha i have been busy nows days so i never blog

i have been working on warehouse for carrefour is my wonderful day on my 8 days working at warehouse is really dam fun man i know lots of friend at there we have been chatting ,joking,laughing happily when we are working .... they are really dam nice lor...

o4 october i have gone to escape theme park to play wif jun long warren pearline and mi ....

we have a fun day at there i keep shouting when i play the inverter hahas we play until the escape theme park close then we went home ... is sad that the rainbow is close and the revolution is close too ....

From monday 06 october onward like that mi and warren and pearline have been meeting everyday is was like a family for us ... and suddenly i have heard a thing that i hope that i never heard it ever i heard it .... i really cant bear that u are leaving us very soon when i just come in to this sch i and u is like enermie we keep fight.... after a few month passes by i and u become a very good friend and p...... And now u say u are leaving i really very sadd i feel like crying .... i dun care wat is your decision but no matter wat both of us will surport u ... and ever u have decide to go or not to go we will not blame u de dun worry we will wait for your return ok u dun forget when u return u 1st is go back to see your mother and sis 2nd is to come and find us ok remember ok u must remember my scream and my funny english and u must remember her care and watever she have do for u .... just go for your future ok.... we will miss u .... pxr....three of us always will be in one heart no matter wat ok .... the day is comming le is really cant bear but we have to let go le we will be far apart le when will we be together again .... when u go le we will not be happy le and i will not heard the pig words from u .... we really cant bear sia is reallly hurting us man oh my god ..... must try to contact us when u are at there ok.... SADDED

2008-09-21T11:59:00.000-07:00

today my teple got a early celebration for children day .... my group get first .....

2008-09-21T11:04:00.000-07:00

sorry for not posting for the past fews days ... haha i will not be posting about it for the past few days ... let talk about 21/09/08 ba i wake up in the morning i vomit out is blood ... for this few days when i cough is use to be like that i to no where i have gone wrong i feel so sick keep seeing doctor every time hais i am dam sick off it i totally like a sick ppl ... and suddenly i feel that my whole family ever my aunt my cousic all they treat mi very very good i feel like izzt i AM going to die soon just happened it on after my report out everything gone so weird for mi ever i go any where i have to call and ask my godmother and my parent or ever any one of my family i am just been control by lot of ppl ... and now i wan to go work to past my holiday time i have to ask one by one they will just say can if u wan work rite until u recover lor i tell them that if i don go work i got no money to paid this and that even i wan to buy my own thing also cannot ... they will just say ok lor u tell us wat u wan we can buy for u wan ... it really make mi feel that i cant do anything on it but i tell them no matter wat i will still go work and i promise them if i really cannot i will stop everything and i will take care of myself i will not let myself so tired ok .... i know u all care for mi and my dearest father i know u own self already like that and u dun wish to see mi be the 2nd wan i know u really care for mi all that u every time will say mei ar if u really cannot le then u must tell us dun keep wait until thing happened le then u say .... and i will always disappointed them i always say okok aiya i am ok la all that in the end thing happened again breathless come again and again and they keep have to bring mi to hospital even at nite and there one time nearly cal ambulance when i at my aunt there teaching my two small cousin but i always will say dun cal la i go home i will be alright in the end it did not ....they will keep worry my aunt will cal and ask my mother at midnight will wake up and ask mei ar ok anot ... i will say ok la nth le la ... i know u all worry sorry for it .... i know i keep been so stubborn on it .... hais .......i to know wat to do....

To all my family's and friends u guy must stay healthy ok must drink more water and take care of yourself ok ......

sorry to let u all worry ....

2008-09-05T10:27:00.000-07:00

product design
today is our design day yeah !! 05september2008

2008-09-05T09:55:00.000-07:00

2008-09-05T09:46:00.000-07:00

wow sorry for not update for this few days haha ....05 september 2008 friday is product design course .... design day ..... wow is damm so fun man can design on our t-shirt is really damm fun our class is very participate in this design day ..... and all of us finish our t-shirt on time and we take alot of photo with our t-shirt haha shall post some photo ..... and 3person in one is been choose by our teacher kailing ... my group pearline and hui cheng and mi and our leader is pearline haha our t-shirt theme is smoky .... after that my teacher siti and sitiya go aroung our class room to that picture using our phone everyone phone inside will have the photo with this two teacher haha they today is design day so help us design our phone haha .... haha enjoy the photo

2008-09-01T10:48:00.001-07:00

i sm back to post againe haha sorry for not posting last few days ..... 7month just over haha now of days i am been tied up i cant ever do anything ever ever where i go or i do i have to report just like in jail hais ever swimming also cannot hais i so sian lor nth to do only can play com everyday so sian lor i have to be a mummy girl now of days just because of my sickness hais i go out still have to ask five person permisson lor so sian sia .....but still ok i can go out and chi-chat wif friend a few hour i also happy haha alse can go out .... haha
maybe this week will be going out wif my momo and classmate again to drink all that... haha

maybe will update tml ba... good nite everyone....

yinxian is
always there for all of you
......

2008-08-22T10:12:00.000-07:00

SORRY TO LET U ALL WORRY I AM REALLY VERY SORRRY I WILL LEARN HOW TO TAKE CARE OF MYself DE ...dun worry mi ....i know my health le i know wat had happened to mi
ya i know is really very serious condition on now and i know now wat is the stage le i really will more&more care of myself de....

2008-08-22T09:54:00.000-07:00

hais i am totally lost today i really to no wat to do i think today i really become crazy ... hais after that i went to find my aunt and went to kk hospital and my aunt keep ask mi wat happened to mi and i just say nth then my godmother cal mi ask mi also and i tell my both aunt to not tel my mother they all in the end when mi and my aunt reach kk then i go see my cousic because he have to stay in hospital all that after that about 7 plus my mother cal and say why i everything dun wan to tel them ever today something happened in sch until i cant breath and my mother ask my aunt bring to A&E to see doctor all that and i say dun wan i tel them that i am fine but they just keep ask mi go and see so i went in the end have to test blood and heart and EGP ... in the end doctor check that my heart is very bad and my lungs still swollow and my thoart also swollow if still cant ok.... i maybe have to go operation .... hais if never see doctor i will not know anything and when see le my parent have to spent a big sum of $$$$ on mi .... after two week or one week i have to go and check my heart again is really very very pain when doing the finger blood test more pain then at the arm there lor .... hais i really to no wat to do ... i am really very lost ... i really hope that when i go back check my heart will not have any more infection anymore hais ....

yinxain is
always there for all of u de
.....

2008-08-16T10:59:00.000-07:00

haha today is happy day today i went to my teacher wedding ....and take lote of photo and eat buffet then after mi ,pearline,joanna,michele,huicheng,serene,cassandra,warren,

junlong,melissa,shiyun,regina and her cousin, we go angmo kio k pool then after that warren, mi, michele,pearline,serene,

junlong .. we go eat sumo house there and eat.. the rest have go home then after that we go play arcade then go buy beer and poker card and play and slack awhile then mi and michele take cab

go home while the rest of them still playing .... end for today le free will post the photo that my class have take in our teacher wedding ....

yinxian is
always be there for all of u
.......

2008-08-08T03:01:00.000-07:00

dun feel like blogging hahas... i miss my part time laopo hahas she has gone oversea this morning at 10 plus.... i miss you come back must contact mi ok your three three sis will miss u that will be mi and steph and christ... hahas nth to say le tonite will will not be staying at home until sunday nite i will be back ba hahas........

yinxian is
always there for all of u
......

2008-08-06T19:26:00.000-07:00

2008-08-06T09:46:00.000-07:00

today i never go sch and i went back to sec sch to take all my things after that still in sch awhile then go meet my friend and then help mi celebrate birthday haha and i recieve alot of greeting from them and my ite friends and momos gang okok wanna stop here i will like to thaks again to all ppl that say happy birthday to mi thanks boys and girl ....

yinxian is
always there for all of u
......

2008-08-06T09:31:00.000-07:00

2008-08-06T09:17:00.000-07:00

2008-08-04T22:22:00.003-07:00

thanks to my momo gang once again thanks all of u

thanks to my four ronna thanks ....

2008-08-04T22:22:00.002-07:00

this the card my four ronna give mi .....

i am going to open out and read le

2008-08-04T22:22:00.001-07:00

this is my birthday cake that i get from my friend

hahas but i eat some le hahas ... thanks momos

2008-08-04T22:22:00.000-07:00

i am back to the blog ......

i today very happy sia my friend help mi celebrate birthday because i wed never come sch and then today they early in the morning go buy cake for mi hahas i am dam happy and all my ronna still give mi birthday card also hahas tml i going out with all my darling to celebrate also hahas i am damm happy sia this year i have a wonderful birtday celebration with my darlings and faimly and friends .... hahas i am dam happy i hope every year will be like that and i hope all my wish will come ture hahas ... i gonna stop here le tml will be post again haha.....

yinxian is
always there for all of u
......

2008-08-01T03:30:00.000-07:00

wow today late for sch reach sch around 10.15 to 10.30 haha today i got presentation haha my project i design t-shirt for my budddy pearline haha ..... i am so scared sia .... when it is my turn to present i to no wat to say i just use less then five min to tel every one when i design thie three t-shirt for my buddy pearline haha.... pearline design t-shirt for mi haha is reall dam nice thanks pear .... haha i like it so much sia haha ....

today i found something so surprize sia that my classmate cheng xiang design t-shirt all that for aaron haha he say that aaron is very friendlly and never scold him all that .... haha...but it is just a missed for aaron haha today u never come sch or alse u will know ever cheng xiang also care for u lor haha .... okok i wanna stop stop here le ...

yinxian is
always there for all of you...
.....

2008-07-31T10:49:00.000-07:00

hais i if u dun wan reply then dun reply lor hais yaya maybe we are not friend anymore le ba now of day u got new friend le she will intro herself to u and invite u to her bbq also sia ....

we just only can stand aside and see because no one will saw us mi and pear is just like your .....
hais it let us feel this way ....

nvm dun think too much YINXIAN okok i will not ..... talking to myself i am crazy i dont ever know wat i am doing now hais i am fucking tired rite now .....

yinxian is
always there for all of you
.........

2008-07-30T05:30:00.000-07:00

i am back to blog le haha this few days i am so sick keep cough cough hais my sore throat is super pain hais when then it will be it ok ....hais sometime i feel of no going to sch sia ....
but i cant because i dun wan to waste my money to go see doctor.....

today i am very de unhappy hais one of my classmate shout wat xia lan ren wat big mouth all that .... but we never do anything so we are not scare haha and we also dun talk to childish ppl haha ..... i am so surprise that my classmate aaron and muz have start to do work le haha i am so happy haha .... work hard ok .... hope all of us can go to poly together haha .....

yinxian is
always there for all of you
........

2008-07-28T10:02:00.000-07:00

hi i feel so sick and tired this month i have sick for two times le now is my 2nd times hais really very de xin ku sia so tired cant ever sleep very well my eyes is really dam hot sia hais .....

yinxian is
always there for all of you
......

happy day

2008-07-26T08:56:00.000-07:00

hello i am back to blog le haha today i wake up at ten plus after that go meet my godmother at ang mo kio and shop until five plus i bought two set of clothes dam nice sia i am dam happy ...then go to bishan because she have to go for a wedding dinner ...then i go to my big aunt hse and go out wif them and my parent to have dinner at gerylang hahas one day have past le so fast tml is my another day i will be happy too....

yinxian is
always there for all of you
........

2008-07-25T07:24:00.000-07:00

i feel so down rite now can i CRY now .......

i feel so down rite now can any one tel mi wat to do.......i hate ppl that like to say behind ppl and i hate ppl that take ppl things forgrated i hate ppl liars TOO...........................................

my poster

2008-07-25T02:50:00.000-07:00

THIS IS MY POSTER HAHAS

YINXIAN is
always there for all of you
.......

don't give up

2008-07-24T02:43:00.000-07:00

i have a msg to tell this five guys .....Aaron,Mus,Ram,Dehven,Guo xu

pls do not give up in your study and dun let other to look down on you .....OKOK

PROVE TO LET THEM SEE U GUYS CAN DO IT !!!!!

OK.............

yinxian is
always there for all of you
......

boring day in class today

2008-07-24T02:19:00.000-07:00

i am back to my blog today late for sch again hahas .... lucky my wish come that five guy got four today finally have come school and stay in the class and never run out of class all that and i hope they really will prove to those teacher that keep think of kicking u guys out ....... u guys CCAN DO IT ok hahas ....

today lesson i never do any thing sia keep walk around and play around and chi-chat in class like that and i ask my friend to cal mi to chi-chat also i dun feel like doing anything today i feel bored and tired sia hahas maybe within this few week will go back to MY SEC sch and take my n'level cert and testimonal and my mecdical letter that why i can't take pe when i in primary and sec ever now i in ite also cant take but i wan to take pe because can play captain ball with my classmate all that is really very fun sia all my classmate is very frienlly hahas after this 7month plus i have know them ... they are really my great classmate i never went in to the wrong sch and course and class hahas ...... just because of FUCK LETTER and cant take pE with them ..... today some of my momo are sick.... u guys must take care ok MY MOMO GANG yin xian is always here for momo , classmate ,friends,and that 5 guys pls DO NOT GIVE UP OK.......

yinxian is
always there for all of u
hahas....

class mate birthday

2008-07-23T02:01:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to my classmate aaron ... hahas today is he birthday i wish him all his wish come true....

i now in class got nth to do sia ...

yinxian is
always there for all of you
.....

i am in school rite now

2008-07-23T01:45:00.000-07:00

hahas we take when we are in delifrance for our lunch....... hahas we take when there is no one in class hahas...

yinxian is
always there for all of you
......

saddness

2008-07-22T05:38:00.000-07:00

hais...i to no wat to do sia... hais my classmate five of the guys if they never come to the school everyday they will be kick out of the sch i to no wat i have to do to let them come back to sch one of them just becaause of relationship ....other one of it is qurrel with wife all that ...other one of it is working ....other one just come back from china and ony come to sch last week one of the day more worse sia ...other one come to sch but not in class hais ... all of them wanted to study but dun wan to come sch and mr lee is worry of them and ask mi to ask them to come school and one of them keep just say FUCK CARE LA OR KIND OF SHIT .... mr lee is really helping u all but u guys just think that he is trying to harm u guys.... he got no choose is the head of subject ask him to cal our parent and some more now of days ever he wan help also cannot because the head department call our product design the subject head to come over to our class to incharge of our class atttandent so u guys better come sch some more from today onward if one of u never come and they will cal your parent down .... and will be in blacklisted once blacklisted every school will not except u guy any more ever u guys wan to choose other sch or course also cannot ever collage...that all i can tel u guys ...i hope u guys dun dissapointed your parent ...parent always worry about their children never go sch and scare next time when the children go out to work cant find a good job no money ....all that pls i beg u guys dun give up on your study ever we are in ITE SO WAT only two year only very fast were be over just bear with it for this two year get a cert also easy to find a job..... okok....bye good luck for u guys ....hope u all were think twice ....before giving up....

yinxian is
always there for all of you
.......

2008-07-21T22:56:00.000-07:00

hello this is my new blog haha i finally done wif my blog le my friend stephaine help mi do de thanks alot to her sia hahas i now in school so sian sia and boring one of my gd friend pearline is not wif mi she went for top student prize giving day at macperson hahas

yinxian is
always there for all of you
........

wanna stop here

puii xian